I’m not really fond of playing mobile games or online games for that matter. I was just looking for something that I could divert my attention to because I was heart broken.
I already accepted everything that happened to me in the past. I know that it’s time for me to move on and this is a part of my moving on process.
Time flies by so fast and I was kind of hooked on the game. And since it requires some social interaction, I met a lot of new friends.
I am happy to say that I have finally moved on. It might have taken me a lot longer to heal myself this time but it was really worth it.
I was single and happy. I was able to finally spend time with myself. I pampered myself and I was beginning to de-stress. Finally my mind is set to new perspectives and I was already filled with optimism. I was able to focus on the things that I really want to do just like writing. I’m also exploring on photography and digital arts especially on photo manipulation.
I was happy and contented but only for a time. Now I found myself looking for that sense of belonging. Sometimes I wonder if I will still be able to fall in love again, to allow myself to belong to someone else once again.
And it hit me that now I can say that I’m ready and open to date once again. But I’m not really looking for someone. I’m just waiting.
I am at this point in my life when I met you.
We are of the same age bracket. We are on our late 30’s and yes, it’s not everyday that you meet someone my age in a mobile game LOL! And maybe that is the reason why we had an instant connection.
We are friends, somewhat a bit closer than the others. I usually talk to you about my personal life and the man that you are just “listens”.
I know you have eyes for me because you treat me really special and I’m making sure I let you know that I feel the same way too.
We became friends on Facebook and chat all the time. We exchange numbers and talk every night.
And though we haven’t seen each other in person yet, our feelings for each other have grown so much deeper. It’s crazy but it’s true. I never felt that kind of connection with anyone else except you.
Sometimes, I just stay up late at night thinking about you, imagining how nice it would be to just be with you.
But there are things that are holding me back. What if you are not the man I thought you are?
And though a big part of me couldn’t wait to meet you and to finally be with you, there is still a part of me that wanted to know you this way.
Besides, you just got out of a long term relationship. I, of course, want to guard my heart and I need to make sure that I’m not going to end up as a rebound because that’s the reason why I don’t want to rush into a new relationship.
I made sure I was okay. I made sure my heart is completely healed.
Nevertheless, our feelings for each other is the only thing that should matter now and we couldn’t wait to show how much love we have for each other.
We are looking forward to a future that neither of us thought would be possible.
Time has finally come to meet each other and I couldn’t explain how I feel. There are butterflies in my stomach and there is this rush of happiness that I couldn’t contain. I feel so nervous and excited at the same time.
And all the worries I had just disappeared. It’s as if we had known each other for so long and we got comfortable with each other easily. You are much better than I expected you to be. And with you, I am the real me.
Who would have thought that we are now celebrating our 16th monthsary? I couldn’t believe that here we are, still going strong, still madly in love with each other.
I couldn’t ask for anything more than to just spend my whole life with you.I hope we could end our long distance relationship and start a new life together. I hope to be with you everyday for the rest of our lives, enjoying every moment, every kiss, every hug, every little thing that shows how much love we have for each other.
Thank you for putting up with me and all my craziness. Thank you for being so patient and understanding. Words are not enough to describe how pure and big your heart is. You have shown me the kind of love that I truly deserve and I thank you so much for accepting my brother and treating him like your own.
Of course we have our own sets of misunderstandings but I’m so happy that we are able to get through each and every trial that we are faced. I’m proud of myself that I was able to change for the better.
I have learned a lot from my past relationships and I don’t want those things to happen to us. And I’m so happy that you are making equal efforts for this relationship to work out.
They say that in order to have a successful relationship, you have to have an effective communication. And I’m very glad that we have this kind of communication. You don’t have a hard time talking about the things that you want and you don’t want.
You listen to me pretty well too. Thank you for teaching me to be calm and I’ve learned to express myself in a constructive manner.
I’m so happy that God gave me someone like you. I am thankful that this time, He answered my prayers. You are God sent so I know that you are the perfect one for me.
I love you so much. Happy monthsary! I hope we could spend many more months together and I hope we will stay like this forever.