I’m not really fond of playing mobile games or online games for that matter. I was just looking for something that I could divert my attention to because I was heart broken.
Time flies by so fast and I was kinda hooked on the game. And since it requires some social interaction, I met a lot of new friends.
I am happy to say that I have finally moved on. It might had taken me a lot longer to heal myself this time but it was really worth it.
I was single but happy. Yet I still find myself looking for that sense of belonging. Sometimes I wonder if I will still be able to fall in love again, to allow myself to belong to someone else once again.
I am at this point in my life when I met him.
We are of the same age bracket. We are on our late 30’s and yes, it’s not everyday that you meet someone my age in a mobile game lol! And maybe that is the reason why we had an instant connection.
We are friends, somewhat a bit closer than the others. I usually talk to him about my personal life and the man that he is just “listens”.
I know he has eyes for me as he treats me really special and I’m making sure I let him know that I feel the same way too.
We became friends on Facebook and chat all the time. We exchange numbers and talk every night.
And though we haven’t seen each other in person yet, our feelings for each other have grown so much deeper.
Sometimes, I just stay up late at night thinking about him, imagining how nice it would be to just be with him.
But there are things that are holding me back. What if he is not the man I thought he is? We are talking for a few months now as I am writing this.
And though a big part of me couldn’t wait to meet him and to finally be with him, there is still a part of me that wanted to know him this way.
Besides, he just got out of a long term relationship. I, of course, want to guard my heart and I need to make sure that I’m not going to end up as a rebound.
Nevertheless, our feelings for each other is the only thing that should matter now and we can’t wait to show how much love we have for each other.
We are looking forward to a future that neither of us thought would be possible.
Some might question this but for us, our love is a total acceptance of who we are as individuals. We created something that may not be acceptable to everyone but for us, this is who we are.
So that’s it, this is before meeting my one true love story. We will meet in a few months from now and don’t worry guys, I’ll keep you posted. 🙂