Here is a letter that I have written for someone I will never forget. He is the reason for my strength and I owe a lot from him. He was my biggest mistake and my biggest lesson in life. He made me tough and I feel I can surpass every trial.
Sample Break Up Letter
I don’t know if this comes as a surprise but I really feel the need to tell you something. Or a lot of things perhaps.
I wrote because I thought seeing you and talking to you in person might change our situation. Because yes, I was still hoping that we can patch things up and get back together. I thought I can forgive you.
Last year was a chaos. Or maybe it was just me. I feel neglected. I feel that there is something wrong. Why don’t you want to spend time with me anymore? This is the question I kept asking myself.
You would say it’s not that you don’t want to spend some time with me. You just don’t have a choice. You are busy. You don’t have time.
Believe me, I understand. But you being busy is not the issue anymore. Prioritizing everything except me that is something I am already concerned about.
I can see you “active now” in messenger. Do you know what that implies? You have the time to chat with other people but you don’t have time for me. I think that you just don’t want to talk to me and being busy is just another lame excuse. And I’m not buying it.
Are you bored with our relationship? Are you getting bored of me? Are you sick of my nagging? Why are you so cold to me? Are you seeing someone else?
These are just a few of the questions that kept popping on my head and I feel that it’s time to get an answer from you.
But it never happened. You simply stopped talking to me. I kept calling you. I started calling everyone that we know and everyone says they don’t know what you’re up to. But I have a strong feeling that everyone knows except me.
If only I could fly to where you are right away. If only you were not that far. If only you were not thousand miles away. If only I have the means I would have gone to you in an instant.
I feel that I have to do something about this. I don’t want to deluge my mind with if onlys and not do something. I know I have to see you.
I want to know why you blocked me just like that. I want to know why it was so easy for you to just turn your back on me. I want to know why you didn’t have the guts to tell me how you really feel. I want to know why you chose to hurt me this way…
I pinched every penny I could. It took me a year to buy a two way ticket to LA. My friends say it’s not worth it – that I don’t have to travel so far just to see you either to ask you for a second chance or to ask for a closure.
Whatever my reason is, they know that you don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve me and you don’t deserve the effort I am making just to get the closure that I deserve. You are someone who didn’t care, who was okay to just block everything and never be heard from.
But I know in my heart that I have to see you. So here I am now. And the moment I saw you I couldn’t explain how I feel.
There’s a part of me that wants to run towards you and hug you and tell you how much I miss you. There’s a part of me that wants to hurt you, kick you and punch you and slap you and ask you why you never called.
And I was taken aback by the fact that a beautiful woman is just behind you, holding a baby, laughing. You looked at her and kissed her forehead just like what you used to do to me when you said something funny and I started giggling.
I am writing because I want you to know that yes, now I already know. I know all the answers to all my questions that you never dared to answer.
How selfish of you. You might not want to see me cry and get hurt that’s why you never had the guts to tell me everything. Selfish. You were thinking about yourself. You were thinking about the pain you will feel if you see me cry.
You were not thinking about me because if you did, you would not have let me go through all this – the agony of waiting, of crying every night, of thinking ways to reach out to you, of worrying what happened to you.
You must have simply told me that you no longer want me and I would have understood.
I am writing and I am doing this for myself because I feel that you are still a part of me. You are still a part of me because you are still in my heart and in my mind but to you, I no longer exist.
And I want you to disappear too. I don’t want you to stay in my heart forever. Someone deserves that space.
I know you’re happy now. I wish I can say I’m happy for you but only time can tell when I will be able to say that. I hope I can forgive you very soon. I hope I can get over you that fast.
I was grieving for your loss for some time now and I know I can recover really quick. I hope that when I get back home, I will be able to start anew without you.
I think I will be fine. I’m at peace and I don’t have to get the closure from you anymore. I’m giving it to myself. And I’m letting go of everything.
I wish you well.